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Old 10-23-2006
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Thanks Dragon,
For your kind thoughts, but I really do have to struggle most of the time to keep thinking straight. I have lost quite a bit of memory and, sometimes my logic is scatter brained and, I don't make any sense. I can safely say that I've lost half of what I used to know, or would come naturally to me. sometimes I don't even know what I am doing or saying ,so I have to be checked quite often.
MS, S**ks, it creates havoc with my logic and, motor skills and has left me with a permanent leg brace and Arm Brace, sometimes I'm OK, other times I can sound like a babbling fool. or forget how to even spell, and slur my words or even drool.
I used to have a high IQ, but I can guarantee you that it is not the case any more, at least I know this and, I am struggling with it.
but my spirits are high and I refuse to let it get me down. I will never surrender and I will never quit! sometimes that is not so good since I tend to over due things, and I end up in the hospital every 3 to 4 months for about a week or so being pumped with steroids to reduce the swelling in my Brain and nervous system. I now have a permanent Iv tap in my chest.
I have a head like a rock!
LOL!
I appreciate your thoughts
Dennis
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